There apparently were other writings posted here that I was unaware. I had a submissive who was trusted at one time who was allowed to access this account to write things in an effort to build interest. I did not monitor those writings closely enough and did not realize that there may be other postings that offend others. I will go through each one and get rid of those that don’t reflect who I am.

Unbeknownst to me, a former submissive accessed my account and posted extremely hurtful and hateful things on my FetLife and WordPress accounts. This has lead to an outpouring of justifiable anger and I want to let people know that this was NOT me who posted this and I would never do something such as this.

I want to apologize to the offended parties and would also like to extend my sincerest apologies to others offended by this post. I will gladly take questions from folks and please understand that I did not post the things you saw on this account.

The Next Quest

So here we are, back in NYC for the next installment of our adventure. After having a thrilling 6 months last year, we consciously decided that engaging others was off our plate for a while. The challenge of distance and personalities and communication, along with a couple unexpected surprises, made us look inward and approach our pleasure with each other much differently.

We decided our physical desires would take precedence over a longer term relationship. If the long term works out we’ll gladly accept that. But if not, we’ll enjoy the hedonistic aspects safely and sanely. And so we begin a new relationship with a wonderful person in NYC and enjoying the day at an incredible spa!

One of my favorite role playing scenes is that of the Cuckolding wife for clients who are single or whose wives will not engage in the behavior. Here’s an article I found interesting.

My posts have been sporadic at best these past few months. I’ve had numerous changes in my life which led me to ignore other parts of my life. These changes weren’t bad but took much of my time to the point where posting on WordPress was secondary.

But now it’s time to once again reveal the sexual passions that I have and reveal all the things I’m once again doing. BDSM is still a vital part of my life as are the sessions I have with my small but valuable group of clients who take such good care of me. I still have a passion for fine fashion and Louboutin shoes and boots. Here’s the most recent pair a slave purchased for Me. In the next few days I’ll be in NYC taking pictures and conducting a few sessions with clients. Stay tuned! Life is starting again!

For several years I had a wonderful submissive named Greg who provided me with wonderful service, laughs and companionship. Mysteriously, he disappeared one day never to contact me again. 

“K” is a submissive I’ve known for a while but only with occasional contact. Over the past few months he replaced Greg and while he is geographically separated from me, he is truly the best submissive I’ve ever owned. He is loyal and faithful, dependable and generous with his time which I truly appreciate. He will reap the benefits of his service to me in a way others could only hope. 

It’s been a number of months since my last post but it’s time to plunge headlong into this once again and resume chronicling our life. 

After a number of months of a very vibrant and exciting triad relationship, it all came to an abrupt end at the beginning of 2017. There is no denying that the triad was fun and interesting and stimulating. But communication was difficult, trust was challenging and ultimately what we decided, as a couple, was that the two of us were greater than 1+1+1. We do miss the frequent trips to Manhattan, perusing art galleries or trying new restaurants.  Even the Sunday night ritual of watching West World won’t quite be the same.  

Soon after our extended triad ended we made one final attempt to explore that concept with no success. It was at that point we were enveloped in some familial challenges that truly tested our relationship.  It meant the waning of sexual appetite and drive, the stress of not only reduced physical interaction but also the health and well being of those around us.  As we navigated through that metaphorical abyss, we also came to understand our own beings better and worked on the communication between us. Kink was, is and will always be a part of who we are as a couple but we also realized that more importantly, the touch of a hand, the feel of breath next to skin, the comfort of strong arms and gentle hands around each other was the comfort and solace we needed navigating through difficult times.  It wasn’t about being tied up or spanked or wearing outfits for each other. It was the simplicity of our own interaction. There was also the introduction of a new family member into our midst who has changed our lives in joyful ways that can never be properly articulated. 

Yes, I know what you must be thinking. A dominant woman or couple should be walking around with a Doberman or Rottweiler.  But the fact is, the joy of a you puppy, so dependent on your kindness and willing to love in the most unconditional sense is what we need. It added an element to our lives that was lacking. It made us realize that the people in our lives, past and present, are wonderfully flawed people, as we are too. We still love them, may never see some of them again, but will always have faith that they will live happy and rewarding lives.  

So. We’re back. Moving past the challenges of the past, ecstatic at the times we did have and reengaging and repurposing our lives for one another. And who knows, along the way, maybe we’ll reconnect with the past.